Damn

just got off work. feeling low in spirit. I wish there were more people like me. im filled with energy and long companionship, however none of my friends want to hang out. The girl ive been talking to decided im not for her i guess. she hasn't text me or made contact with me outside of work....then talk is just civil. she has a lot of baggage left over from previous relationship that is fucking me BAD. I dont know what to do now so i suppose i shall resort to drinking and getting fucked up alone tonight. after all it's in my blood....